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what a day

2009-09-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

heyhoyy yuhuu dipee damdarammm syalala dubiduu prett prettt,,
here me here you hello me hello you :D
just, long time no see you around, blog.
there's so many story that i wanna tell yaa.
i have a new friend in this school. The name's LOVE.
oh gosh, i love this friend. But now, i hate this friend.
You know what ? im gonna tell you.
ah, first time i saw this face, I dont like him.
really, its like 'haha your face so damn lol' and when he shouted for anykind of reason to the seniors, like, 'whoa,,' i can't say whay i felt at that time.

okk, that's the little story, and now ah, the first love is like my best summer that i've ever had. but when he made me cry for a stupid reasons, it's like teardrops on my guitar huehh.

blah, idk what can i say ??

once a girlfriends, always gonna be the girlfriends

2009-07-09T07:15:00.000-07:00

heyy !! long time no see, i know. long long time

btw, GOODBYE KING OF POP, MICHAEL JACKSON
always in our heart. yeah, and for Paris Michael Katherine Jackson, just be strong, cause your independent girl, and your dad's always gonna watching you.
your a good girl. really :) so, smile .
we're gonna remember your '"Ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you can ever imagine, and I just want to say I love him so much".
its amazing.

okay, topic, SCHOOL !! senior high school
err, its gonna be fun, boring, cool, and hard.
im gonna meet math, biology, and anything that we always gonna hate.
i think.
sangtimur. okay.
i just have one friend. marcel, she's from sanur actually.
my girlfriends ! ive lost them. no, just leave them.
tiffany, ernielly, fanie, others. bye :)

i just believe that more helloS , more goodbyeS
but once a girlfriends, always gonna be the girlfriends right?
bestfriends are forever.
good luck you all there!!

will start on July 13th, wish me luck.
im gonna find many friends
so, actually i have a little problem about the uniform.
haha. my skirt has a,, what should i call it? 'celana dalam rok'
and umm, i just confused how to wear it.
teach me then,,

tomorrow ill go to waterboom with tiffany, her boyfriend michael, yosi.
maybe tomorrow is the last day ill have fun with them but,
hey, we have another day,, wait for meeee !!
have a great day,

toodles !!!

Singapore !!

2009-06-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

yayy !! finally, CLARA TANIA 14160392 LULUS SMP SANTA URSULA !
wow thats great. and umm i will really really miss my junior high school time.
i love you all my biatttchhh ! <3<3<3

okay, holiday ! ill go to singapore with my mom and dad
ill go with ernielly , wen jing ( my lovely nurse ) and vincent there !
we're going anywheree that we want . shop , eat shop eat, photo . hahaha
just wait and see ! :)

well, happy holiday guyss !
and wish me well with this flu :(

BYEBYEBYE !

and ill say HELLO sangtimur BYE sanur

hey you hey you,, and yeah HEY

2009-06-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey hey
i dont know what can i say but now im freakin freakin freak .
imma freak ppl now.
waiting for the score and umm
SANCTA URSULA LULUS 100 PERSEN.
its just . +____________________________________+
wish me luck !!

heyy folks !

2009-06-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

heyy : ) long time no see. but im not in the mood to write something, or to talk something , or to blah anything. sorry.
err. i just wanna say thanks a lot.s. to TIFFANY WILLIAM, ERNIELLY LEO, SARASWATI GABRIELLA, and MICHAEL CHRISANI. thanks for make my 2 days amazing. thanks for everything. and umm sorry for everything ive done that made you all didnt like me at puncak but ive tried to be the best for you all.

okay pals, if you wanna see the photo.s. just open my facebook. there's many photo.s. and im pretty there. hahaha.
and if you wanna know more about ROADTRIP TO PUNCAK, just open the link TIFFANY WILLIAM. and see our daysss.

this is two of our photo.s. which i like. okay.
enjoy this two

i really really will miss this time damnmuch.
i love our laugh
i love our time
i love our bedtime 'stories'
i love our stupidos KEPOMPONG
i love our 'horsey'
i love our shout
i love EVERYTHING IVE DONE :)
i love you, four.

heyhey thats BIRTHDAY

2009-05-09T08:34:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOOOO !! HEYYYYY !! how are you ? fine fine ? okay
start. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARAAA :) im 15 now. and im so happy for my birthday, we're going to DUFANNNN DUPANNN ancol dufan okedeh. and this is the suckest, gw tepar
tepatnya bgini,, gw dateng tanpa makan. gw dateng tanpa perut berisi. jadilah seperti ini. pertama kita naik kora2 udah antrian paling depan. terus kita naik gw stres. KO TINGGI YA ? abis itu turun2 gw makan mcd. sorry ya enel tewe cause gw makan ayam dan itu lama. jadi mreka kea ketinggalan permainan gitu. lanjut, abis itu GUA MUNTAH UNTUK PERTAMA KALINYA.
LEGAAAAA

abis itu, gw naik apa ya lupa. pokonya gua muntah muntah dan duduk di depan tornado. enel naik berapa kali ya 2 kali kalo ga salah . terus tewe juga . gua kea +_____+ sendiri. gw duduk ditemani guruguru (terima kasih haha) dan gw ngeliat tornado nguing muter2 aja dah stres apalagi naik ya ? bisa tinggal tulang gw. oke lanjut,
abis itu gw naik bianglala dan INI LUCU SEKALI TEMAN . sekali lagi, INI LUCU DAN SERU. karena karena once again, karena, gw mia tewe enel duduk bersama alay . jadi entar gw bisa buat reality show 15 MENIT BERSAMA ALAY. itu sangat ohmygod gw geli. jadi mreka kea ber8 gitu. terus 2 nya numpang di kita. mreka pasang lagu apa gw ga ngerti dan alhasil kita kea ?!?!?!?!? banget.

intinya, gw muntah 3 kali dan ada gosip terdengar bahwa CLARA PINGSAN DAN DIBAWA AMBULANS. btw ambulan darimane booooooo ?? enggaaaaa gw dibawa mobil p3k dan itu seruuu kea ngebut gitu haha . gw dah tepar ga bisa ngliat apa apa lagi gw bawaannya pengen tidur.

thanks a lot to you all friends for the HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG at hall. and for all the present . thank you thank you and thank you :)

p.s if you wanna see the photo.s. just see at my facebook BYE

whataday

2009-03-26T01:32:00.000-07:00

heyya ! long time no see :)
kangen ya ma gw ? teheeeeeeee. oke deh . sekarng post pake b.ind.
emm knp gw jadi jayus setelah membaca KAMBING JANTAN.
sejantan2nya kambing knp bisa ngebikin kita semua jayus.
kita semua apa lo clar ? keanya elo deh clar. okedeh.
emm .

gw sama temen gw yang bernama vincent memiliki new hobbbyyy ya ituuu
PARAMMMMMMMM TRENG TRENGGGGGGGG
- membuka youtube dan mendownload tentang banyaknya airlines di dunia-
mulai dari Garuda Indonesia theme song and nykb gw suka gitu .
terus sampe thai airwaysss, terus cathay pasific yang jeleknya minta ampun.
terus malaysia truly asia juga kita buka2in . sampe indonesia oke ini link nya
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLaTDP3j3sw
open it deh nasionalisme lo muncul kembali .
oke deh gw ga tau mau ngmng apa lagi yang pasti

HAVE A NICE DAY and wish me luck for this try out :)

2009-03-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hey you’ll ! long time no talk anyway . umm actually im doing my bind assignment but its boring so I write this one. I’m listening to the music right now. And its MICHAEL HEART with the WE WILL NOT GO DOWN. Its song for Gaza – Palestina War. Touches my heart. Its like, all the people run and run. Confused and they still didn’t know where to live. They all afraid of the condition. I can’t imagine.

Okay about CRUSH. I hate him. to be honest. Really rrreeeaaallllyyy hate him. He’s a jerk . And a little bit resent. Oh no A LOT. But that’s the way I’ve got a crush on him . sometimes I just think IF, I’m his girlfriend . its like ‘if we were a movie you’d be the right guy, and I’d be the best friend that you’d falling love with. In the end, we’ll be loving watching the sunset fade to black, show the names, play that happy song’. Or ‘am I crazy or falling in love’. I don’t know how I feel .

The question is : WHAT CAN I DO
When he comes, I hate him . no, no hate. But I don’t like him like now I miss him. When he goooooooeeess, I actually miss him . aaaaa CRUSH CRUSH

Songs for today :
David Archuleta – Crush
Miley Cyrus – if we were a movie

That’s all for today happy Sunday :) and I REALLY REALLY HATE MONDAY
Cause that’s the first day to go to school and I’ve to wait for 6 days to have a weekend oh no! damn.

hello lomo :)

2009-02-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

YIPEY!
yay ! yay ! yay ! i don't know what to say for the opening. emm me so happy. too happy.

after school, i've gone with Bella and Abbey to Hey Folks and the place was CLOSED. So we gotta lunch at ermm Getu Gute Gete Gutu or whatever that's opposite with the place. and we saw the studio for the band. emm yap. and then, we went back to Hey Folks,, i've called and it was opened now. kay . I BOUGHT A NEW LOMOOOO !!!

Action Sampler with the flash. I want the non-flash at first. cause my eye gonna weird if the flash go to my eye. its like 'ngiuk' what is it. okay and this is the lomoooowwww :

okay thats the lomo :) and i still don't understand how to use it.

HAPPY LOMOWWW !!

umm hey :)

2009-02-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

ok. just wait for 2 months then i'll get the final test. UAN UAS thats wow. emm one week, and i'll get my first try out. very boring. i need my summer holiday. oh another holiday whatever. i don't know that i must :) or :( or :| i'm tired of the test. i'm chattin' with Tassha now. and she's very confused about the PE test. its like 'KAYANG ATAU LILIN'. both SUCKS. ok, before i've taken the surgery i can do it. sure. now, im doing my UJIAN PRAKTEK PE at my home. you know what ? its KARYA TULIS VERSI OLAHRAGA. done. kayang lilin roll i can't find you at google yahoo wiki. Gosh.
but Tiffany and Catherine have helped me for the topics. thanks to both of you mamennn.

emm urrr ok, i don't know what to say. i just confused with this assignment. and um anyway , I'LL BUY LOMO !!! THE ACTION SAMPLER yay ! i'll buy it at Hey Folks and bella'll with me on Saturday tomorrow. im happy : ) thenkies Bella.

and one problem. i'm not the person that couldn't have a joke. but everybody have their limit right ? im confused with all that you've talked with me. you're sentences. i think its like 'you hate me' or something ? but when i asked you, you said that we're friends.
sometimes, you act like 'yap clara we're friends!' and then one day 'yap i hate you, sucks.' its like who are you sometimes mamennn ? evn i understand about that.

ok, just wait for 2 or 3 months and then we'll say goodbye. but its just goodbye for a second. im sure that we're always friendssss. bestfriendsss. whtev you want to say. i'll miss you all friends. i always will. i just wanna say 'i love you all friends. im nothing without you. and this is the best junior high school and has given me manyyy lessonssss.'

thanks anyway ,, you know you love me XOXO gossip girl . hahaha :)

2009-02-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

Friend, i just can say i love you my bestfriends. you all. and truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. Thats my bestfriends. I've done with the problems. and i just want to change my attitude.
Im sorry if i've many mistakkeeeeesss. but thats friendship maaan. haha :)
i promise that i :

1. try to not get 'bad mood in the house' everyday
2. try to smile to everybody and with my problems
3. childish is a big NO NO
4. selfish too
5. try to understand
6. and try to know each other.

Thanks to saras, angel, ernielly, yola, lala, jose, novi for the time that i shared to you all about the problem. you all the best

Thanks to tewe, for the understanding and we're always bestfriend okay ?

and thanks for you all deh ok duh i cant write the name .
i always think about our graduation and im afraid that you all'll forget me. hmm.
we are always bestfriends !! :)

2009-02-12T05:12:00.000-08:00

Dear my best friend,,

if you read this one and you’re angry, that’s ok. And when im wrong,, just tell me.
Emm I just want to talk this one.

We are friends remember ?
Who gave you support when you’ve a problem ?
Who provided you when everybody hate you?
I tried to smile but you didn’t.
I tried to kind but you didn’t. Yes, youre different. Who are you sometimes ? You just want to have a popular friends, so you can popular too ?? I don’t know about that. Duh dear you’re wrong. When we just hang out,, you’re just a kid that popular, know many people, knowledge, whatever. But at school, I think you’re just a kid who afraid of your friends. Need to popular and other. You just leave me, youre friend, or maybe you regard me your best friend? And go with other friends. That’s ok if you want to go with them but please, im here. Can you see me ? im not alone. I have many friends like you but im not the person that ‘leave other friends when I meet the other SUPER friends’. Emm. Yeah.

You have to open your eyes friends, and see who your real friends are. I want to talk to you about this one. But im not the person that couldn’t talk the truth but I just don’t want ‘we are the enemy’ rite now. Just write on the shirt, ‘ We are friend’. But not at school. Just when we hang out, or send a lil message, chit chat. School isn’t our place I THINK. I still remember when we made something funny together. I still remember your joke that can make me mad. I still remember when we cried together on the phone. I still remember when I shared and you did too then we laughed together. I remember all. I always remember. I want you to read this one. But I think you just don’t care. The friends who just friend and I don’t think they are my best friends, can understand me than you. I tried to understand if you mad and don’t want to talk with me just because ‘bad mood in the house’. Cause so do I.

You have to know maaaan. if you dont want to change your attitude, many friends'll stay away from you. and the problem can happen again. just you have to know maaan.

And I just think that you feel ashamed to have a friend like me. How bout me ? You don’t know what other friends talk about you. But I don’t care all about that. I don’t care what people said about you. I just care about you. But you ?
I want you to know something,, I’ve bought the thing that can make me remember about you. And I just ,, I don’t know. I feel that I don’t know you anymore.
You are still my bestfriend. And maybe, if you want, im still yours.
We are still BEST FRIEND. Ok ? i just miss our time. before you start to leave me now.

PS : if you read this one, I don’t want to be an enemy for you ok?
Just, you have to know what I want to talk cause you’ve said that ‘if you have a problem or anything, just talk to me’ . ok here. Thx.

2009-02-05T01:02:00.000-08:00

errmm HEY YOU BLOG!! long time no see you all !! cause im a lil busy rite now. hihihi.
okay start.

1. I feel sad actually about graduation, i cant meet my crazy friends everyday like now. im just afraid i cant meet another crazy friends in my new school.
2. I feel err i dont know. i'm too lazy to study everyday like a geek. and i dont like any test. i dont like whatever TEST. its sucks.
3. I hate BIOLOGY. hate the teacher hate ALL OF BIOLOGY in my school. read it? in my school. only my school. and only one. i mean older than the 'ONE'. i always remember the 5.2.2009. cause she was angry with me on that day. she said 'kalau kamu ga mau ditegur, jangan ngbrol terussss.' what the fuck ok?
4. i'd like to prepare my things to the yearbook. ngekngek. my group take the 'entertainment' for the themes. its like lalalaalala~ i like it.
5. and i have a new quotes. i like it very much. its better than my old quotes. cause i've never done it. hehe.

ow anyway, GONG XI FA CAI everyone. i know its kinda late. and JRENG JRENG !! ive one boy. i've met him at my grandma's house. when the GONG XI FA CAI day. his name is ********. If you're my friend. you'd know it :) im just afraid if i wrote his name here. if he opened my blog BY ACCIDENT. its like ngekngek lalala~ im just,, im a girl ok? and he is a boy. i know that you all know what i mean . ok done. this is the way :
1. his uncle is indonesian, and my mom's best friend since her in the elementary school.
2. the uncle married with a germany girl, and a germany girl's sister has a babyboy, and yap he is . ********.
3. yaikkksss understanddd ? ngekngek

okay. if you wanna see the photo, just open my facebook. and in INDONESIA folder, see the photo number 10. okay okay ?? sippowww.

and i'll study for history. you know, 've told ya about test. hate it.
just wait until the new post okay you guys ??
CIAOOOOO :)

the pool party

2009-01-14T06:33:00.000-08:00

ok then, well, january 10th was the party. at blossom residence. and i've the pics.. yay! actually, i was very very excited. it was so fun! so long time i've never had party. yaaa sebenrnya sih there was one problem, my handphone GONE. it was felt down to the pool. okay i wanna laugh now. enel tewe push me and i was 'AAAAA' felt down .
and the handphone still in my pocket. okeh thats the best part. i love it. wahahahahhah but thats ok. in the deep deep deep of my heart, im happy. thats the time i've to change my handphone :)
okay and this the part :

1. nyemplunggggg !!!! felt down
2. balloooonnn time :) and we played just for fun. laughed. anything.
3. ate ate ate. dinner. we had dinner at 8.00 pm maybe. and we ate burger
4. we took many many many photos. and here the photos :

don't look at my shirt. yyyuuuccckkksss !!

and don't look at me. no no look at me :)flexibel body

we jump!

ok, i was in the back

hey hey camera

lil miss tinnnnyyyy

tiang tiang tiang

higher!

look at the balllloooonnnn :)

here the girls at the partyyyy

and we try to JUMP !! :)

HAVE FUN!!

music . music . music .

2009-01-04T06:27:00.000-08:00

music everywhere! love it. its like can control ourself. i like make some music. actually, i wanna be songwriter, but its kinda like 'uh-oh??'. haha ok i've tried.
i don't like jonas brother to be honest, but this song, i think its so, what? me!

Jonas Brother - Play my music
Turn up that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song, they disappear
And nothin' in the world can bring me down

Hand clappin'
Hip shakin'
Heart breakin'
There's no fakin'
What you feel
When you're riding home, yeah

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no, no
I just wanna play my music

Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everythin' I want is here with me
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
What's driving me is following my dreams, yeah

Hand clappin'
Earth shakin'
Heart breakin'
There's no fakin'
What you feel
When you're on a roll, yeah

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no, no
I just wanna play my music
I just wanna play my music

Can't imagine what it'd be like
Without the sound of all my heroes
Singin' all my favorite songs
So I can sing along

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no, no
I just wanna play my music

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go, no, no
I just wanna play my music
All night long
YEAH!
(end)

make some music, is like make some diary with a tone. i dont know its true or not. but thats what i understand about music. can make music without feeling .
i make music with what i'm thinking at that time i make it.
and make some music isn't that easy . but if the music is so nice and 'different', we're proud. just try it! :D
music is my soul. i love music ! esp. when its summer, make a music under the sun .
like it yummyyyyyy like an ice cream . ok then . thats what i want to write now.

the very awesome new year :)

2009-01-02T05:45:00.000-08:00

The new year. One word : AMAZING. Me and my family went to my parent’s bestfriends. So many peoples there. It was in PIK. Me, Hanny, Febby and her sister, Lani and also her little-so-cute brother, Ken. Me and ken were talking about the plane everytime. Cause Hanny’s home near the airport. So, there’re many plane flew up near the house. And we tried to guess what the plane’s name with the picture. Garuda or something? I like him. He’s so chubby. I always want to have a so-chubby-cheek like him. And there’re many fruits. And here’s a little conv with his daddy, hanny and also me.

Ken ( K )
Ken’s Daddy (KD)
Clara (C)
Hanny (H)

K : Daddy daddy .. (aaaawwww) I want that chubby fruit one pleaseee. Itu lengkeng bukan?  haaa? Lengkeng. Mana ada?
D : Bukan !! hihihi.. (kami tertawa)
C : makan aja pipi kamu kan dah kenyang. Pipi kamu soalnya kan kea lengkeng kennn. Hahaha.
H : hahaha pipinyaaa
C : pipi kamu pengen aku copot terus aku cubit-cubit gimana ? kalo ga buat aku aja deh gimana. Aku ga punya niii. Pengennn.
K : boleh2 aja ko ci. Tapi pipinya ga bakal bisa lepasss gimana dong.
C : haaa ? WAKAKAKAA.

AAAAWWWWW!! Sorry, I just don’t have his photo. Maybe I’d take a photo with him if I meet him again. Or my sister has it ? idk.
We’ve a party in Cendana Bukit Golf. Ahahaha the name is so funny I don’t know. We ate our barbeque. Have a little chat. Laugh Out Loud. Our mom and dad, all are having fun. Mom, gossip. Dad, smoking. Hahaha funny. And the childrens ?? Hanny, Febby, Ken, Lani, and I watched movie at Hanny’s bedroom. Actually Ken, youre such annoying. Haha . no, im just kidding. Sorry lil boy . emm . we watched, Madagascar 2 escape to Africa, Another Cinderella Story (yeah you selena!), and the CAMP ROCK . I want to kick Tess’s ass. And for your information, I don’t like joe jonas. He looks like a girl. Haha The face. And the body also the shirt. Sorry for joe’s fans. I just said what Ive seen. Sorry sorry :p

Emm we played the fireworks. My daddy’s friends have bought the fireworks. The small one, the ‘average’ one, and the BIG BIG one. Its like BOOOOOMMMM !!! The boom. I love it. When the neighbors played it, that’s before the 12 pm. And I said ‘don’t play that now. Let them play. And when the new years come, we boom that!! And they’ll be llloooossseeeeee !!’ i know. childish.
So that’s happened. When the 12 pm. Just me and 3 or 4 peoples played it. And its like WE ARE THE CHAMPION of the fireworks. Maybe. Cause our fireworks was so huge. And its shocked us. I like it. So colorful. I love new year! Party ! I said happy new year to many peoples. Ive so much fun !

And owwww I stayed for 1 night in Hanny’s home. I slept at 2.30 am . Before it, Hanny and I watched KungFu Dunk or Dung or I don’t know. SHE watched but me not. I was browsing. Then, pray. I hope that this year can be the great year ever. Its time to move to the senior high school time. Wish can be cool. And the friends can be the wow friends for me. Also the school that I’ve chosen, can be the great school and not boring boring boring boring cause I think many schools are sooooo boring.
Emmm actually ive a plan for this year. My school, home, holiday, my do-check-up-back, and also have a test test test test test. Hate it. Okay try to like it.
Why the holiday is so short? And the days of school is so long ? me so bored actually. But hey ive a crazy plan. And I don’t want to be a oh-so-bored-girl again.

So that’s all for the new year . ow forget ! remember all ! APRIL APRIL 17 17 17 17SEVENTEEN!!! Hahahahhaha :) that’s mine. My day . My bird-day . ow sorry, birthday. I’ve a plan but to be honest, I’ve changed it. I don’t like my plan for the birthday actually. And,, I don’t know what the plan B. So wish me luck! Good luck you all !

winter holidayyy :)

2008-12-26T02:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,Jesus !! (kapan traktirrrr)

MERRY Christmas you all :) and thx to you all. esp mom and dad for all this year..

the first time, I was like 'wow happy holiday! and so new year:)'

actually, its sad to leave behind my lovely (maybe) 2008.

but 2009 its already here !! i hope that 2009 can be better than 2008.

back to school, done my day. bored, sad, happy, and i'll leave my 14 y.o! 4 months...

rmmber all ??

okay,, so once again

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2008

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

youuuu friendss :)

have a nice winter holidayyy

HAPPY :)

2008-12-18T18:53:00.000-08:00

Thank you Godddd !! i love youuu !! i've done my school .first sem. my mom and dad said ' were proud of you dear. what you've done for your score. where do you wanna go for the holiday ?'
WAAA I LOVE YOU VERY BERRY CHERRY MUCHHH!!
my god. yesterday i was very very afraid, my heart won't stop beating. my God. cry. desp. stressssss. it was YESTERDAY.
and now, me SOOOO happy. i love my world. i love my score. i love school. ok ??? you hear it ?

I LOVE SCHOOL .

and esp. for the holiday.. thx for all friends. for the advice. heard my share. story cry. my home and school problems. is so manyyy. thx for all my God. i don't know hows without you all friends.

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE ALL. I LOVE MY DAY.

HAPPY HOLIDAYYYY !!! :)

2008-12-16T21:51:00.000-08:00

I've only one question now friends.

HOW TO REDUCE NEGATIVE THINKING ?
and the answer isss : ... HARD.

Its like hard to change. Hard to think positive. always. the first think that appear in my brain .
Im afraid that can make everybody around me like 'haaaa?'
enel said that my ne-think is so WOW.

clara : ngmngin gua ya ? sbel ma gua ? marah ya ?
enel : ga ko clarrrr. tenang yaaa.
clara : srius nih ? gw kea hadoh sriusan ni nel.
enel : neting lo sih parah abis clar. hehe . akut lo . hehehe.

clara : ras (crita crita crita crita bzzzzt)
saras : hadoh clarrr. tenang lahh ga kea gitu jugaaa
clara : tapi ko gw mkirny gitu ya ?
saras : jangan neting claraaaa.. xp
clara : hadoh susah ya.

ci agnes : 'pm nya : senangnya sudah menonton. smoga semua orang mendapat balasannya atas perlakuannya ke gua'
ci agnes : hey
clara : hey you!
clara : ci, itu pm kenapa ? cici di bully?
ci agnes : ha di bully ?
clara : itu pm nya buat tmn2 cici yang nge bully ?
ci agnes : engga ko . itu buat tmn2 cici yang baik. yang jahat juga deh. kamu jahat ih yaaa. hehe
clara : hadoh sorry neting abis. parah parah
ci agnes : haha engga lahhh .

and with the other friends. im sorry ok??? now you know.

hadohhhhh TIRED maaannn . can you all help me ?

i love you so much mom, best friends !!! :)

2008-12-14T02:52:00.000-08:00

Mom, im sorry for everything i've done. I know all thats my fault. Selfish. lie. everything. Just try to understand mom. I'm just a kid. I'm not old enough for thinking about my future or my life. But i know that you love me mom. and I love you so much.
This is a little conv. me and mom : i love it soooo.

Me : mamiiiii (meluk mami dari belakang)
Mom : knp yangggg ?
Me : i love mami lohhh
Mom : i love you too
Me : ah boong kan mami ih suka ngomel-ngomel terus ama i ga sayang dong brarti
Mom : i ngomel kan because i love you dear. klo maminya ga ngomel tar kamu ga bener lagi mami yang pusing .
Me : iya deh makanyaaa jgn ngomel-ngomel mulu tar mami cepet tua loh.
Mom : iya dehhh :) kamunya juga jangan bandel nurut dong susah deh dibilangin (sambil kea senyum2 ahaaaa senangnyaaa)
Me : iya deh mamiiii . hehe . i love youuu

i love you, MOMMY !!!!!!! :)
jgn ngomel2 lagi yaaaaa. dan itu ada 4 hal mamiii okayyy ? ill try and you've to change ok xp

also my Friends, sorry to you. esp best friends. there're fight. backstabber. lie. and everything . problem at school. with my best friend, or friend, or teacher, and OTHERS. im so sorry. i'll try to be the best for you all. im tired ok? its hard to be positive thinking. Always negative at first. I'll try. And it has done like 10 %. Help me ok? theres something i want you all to know that i LOVE you .
and okay,

THX A LOT for you friendsss : (esp)
~ Ernielly ( thx a lottttt best. youre so WOW xp)
~ Tewe (thx for your advice. i've tried and its sooo OK.)
~ Boki (okay thx a lot yaaaww =P im sorry for everything, im just a kid okay ?)
~ Irvan ( for the 'problem' yesterday van. me so thx =P )
~ Saras ( you're the best man. huah youre 'psikolog bagiku'. try to + thinking. xp )
~ Tassha ( we've a lot of problem ok? and we've done it tass, its great! )
~ Marcia ( okay thx for the advice marrr. you're the best )

me so happy rite now. my world is like so wow and i love it very much. hello LOVE, goodbye DESPERATE.
You are all really2 my best best friends ily all :D

2008-12-14T00:16:00.000-08:00

Hey you hey blog. Desp. Its me now. One day I was thinking that I can out from my home SHIT home. But I’m afraid. I don’t have a bravery for it. Ok I’m a courageous person. I always feel jealous if I saw a kids/ whatever can have a good connection with her/his mom. I didn’t have it since I was in junior high school. I don’t know why. My friend (im sorry ok?) has said that im so selfish. But, hey, you don’t understand man. He said that im not thank God for what I have. Its all material. Handphone, iPod, go abroad. I appreciate it. I’m happy for what I have. Now, I don’t want it all. I don’t want any material here. I just want the best connect with my mom. That’s all. I think its enough for me.

Now mom, I want you to know something that you don’t know. Its all about your bad side. Ok? And I want you to change it. Ive told you many time and it seems like you don’t care about it. And this is the list(s)

1. Im different from the other mom. So stop say that ‘your friends are more CLEVER than you. You have to be more clever that your friends. You can do it’. No mom. You don’t know where is my limit.

2. Stop want me to be perfect. I know you are the person like Mrs. Perfect but its not me. The person that can get 100 for the score, get A+ for her native speaker in her primary. Actually its not me anymore. Its for you mom. You are always think about you.

3. Now, im different. Im not the person that always can get the best score or be perfect like you. So, please UNDERSTAND me.

4. Don’t be so talkative mom, actually im bored. Don’t regard me as a child under 5 y.o please ? im 14 y.o now. Im a teenager. And please shut you mouth for a minute.
That’s all I want. Hard ? For you mom. For me its not difficult to change. I don’t want any material. I have it all. I appreciate that. Thanks mom. But now, I want it. Just 4 things that you must do it for me. I’ve done a lot, but your not happy. Ive done a lot but your not appreciate that. I always try to shut my mouth when my mom mad at me. I always try to be perfect even I cant. I always try to smile even I cant smile with you mom. And now, I really really don’t know how to make my mom happy. Ive limit and im tired. If I cry, I don’t want my mom to know it. I always feel that im alone. I don’t have any brother or sister. I dnt want to be alone. But what can I do ? make a new child ? no .and my mom doesn’t know everything. And my mom’ll NEVER know if she never try to understand me.

I want this again . happy family. Without a talkative mom. I love you dad. Really2 love you.

2008-12-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 13 December 2008

I write this blog in the Afternoon 5pm. I’ve came home from Pasific Place with my mom, and my sister. When I was in Haagen Dasz, Tewe called me and she said that she arrived there for 20 minutes. So, I waited. But my mom said that she wanted to go to the shoes shop, so, tewe visited me there. Then she met my mom, and have a little ‘talk’ . Tewe lied that she has eaten. Actually , she hasn’t. Hahaha. I said to my mum

Mom : ( I walked ) Knp yang ?
Clara : (whistle) Tewe blm makan loh mi. Dia boong. Haha.
Mom : Loh ko?Kamu ama Tewe gih sana pergi makan jalan.Mami sama cici.
Clara : ooo okeh.
Mom : ( gave me money. And its so WOW . thx teweee its all because of you maaan)

I walked around the mall with tewe. And we’ve eaten at Hot Shots burger. We’ve talked many things. Hadoh its so fun teweeee. And, we went to Times bookstore. I bought 3 books. English. Really, I don’t like book okay ? but my mom told that the-good-things-to-do is READ. Hahaha. I just laughed. Its soooo bored. I hate booksssss !!

Okay I tell you, if I have a little shop day with my mom, we always have a little fight too. Like,,

Mom : La, temenin mami ke toko ini yaaa (something)
Clara : Ga mau ah ke toko dulu donggg ( something )
Mom : kamu kalo ga temenin mami, tar mami ga kasih duit loh
Clara : iya dehhh for you dehhh ayo
Mom : (udah kluar dari tokonya)
Clara : tuh dah kannn. Ke toko aku yaaa
Mom : ga mau ah ke toko kamu mami males.
Clara : (what?) Ah mami ih resee !
Mom : kamu maunya kamu aja. Selfish. Temenin mami dong sekali2. Kamu kan bisa sama temen kamu.
Clara : Tau ah. Mami mah.
Mom : cemberut aja bisanya.

OKEH brantem Cuma gara2 kea gitu doanggg kannn ?? Okey you all know now.
but i love my mom today. She is so WOW. shoppingggg wow wow wow. i love you mom :)

TWILIGH time :)

2008-12-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

Hey you hello hello . hadoh . today is so fun. twilight again . 3x. hehe . gw baru diajak hari itu kea dadakan. tadinya mau pegi ama caca and marjes. but, the cant soooo ama tasha "_________" haha tasha. terus marcia. tapi marcia ga ikut nonton, karena dia ikut pulang ama mobilny jem 2 atau apalah haha mar. terus apalagi ya . oia, gua membuat suatu keMALUan di bioskop. malu banget hadoh!

sooo, pas dateng ke bioskop ,, gua langsung memiringkan kaki gua di row D terus duduk di sebelah ga tau itu mas2 atau apalah whatever blahblah . dan gw di sblahny. Soalnya gua kan liat row D terus tempat duduk 3 . terus gua langsung duduk dan ...

gua : (srettttttt menarik kaki dan duduk)

orang lain : de, itu ada orangnya

gua : okeh (senyum dan pindah ke seblah.)

orang lain : itu aja ada orangnya, De.

gua : okeh (pindah lagi srettttt. dan thats it)

orang lain : (sepertinya tersenyum)

enel : clar, gua g kenal lu. hahaha

HADOH !! oke friends im sorry . gua kea errrr abis itu. gua duduk merosot sambil kea 'hadoh gua malu' . akhirny filmnya dimulai

pas bagian eric yang LA PUSH BABY haha gua ngakak kea errrr lucu banget sih lo eric kea flexibel gitu . hadoh . la push baby . WAKAKA gua jadi mau ke beach sanaaa . terus hahahah hadoh tau deh lucu eric .. la push ! ayo kita ke sana. gua kea ngikutin omongannya eric gitu . terus enel ma tasha kea HADOH CLARA. hahahaha stres gua emang. tapi eric lucu . kan mnurut bagus kalo ada cowo yang bisa bkin sesuatu yg bkin kita inget terus ama cowo itu . itulah ERIC. halah . terus abis itu. kita jem 3 kea pulang dan tasha crita ttg duit starbucks. dan dia lupa kalo 50 ribu dah dipake pizza . 20 ribu dah dibalikin ke dianya. hadoh.

kenapa pada suka ma edward sih ? dia kan putih kea corpseeee bedakny so lebay ga seputih yang asli. pokonya jasper is THE BEST.

Jasper my WOW boyfriend :)

seeeeee ???

tapi mnurut gua masih bagusan narnia - prince caspian ah daripada twilight . hahaha okeh aneh.tp mnrt gua emang bgitu. twilight bagus sih bagus tapi ga WOW. mnurut gua narnia lebih fantasi . hahaha

errrrrrrr :)

Ericccc !! haha la push so flexibel hadoh youre soooo funny cute. hahahahahahah

Justin chon .

For tassha, i have fav part too tash ,, " LA PUSH BABY , its just LA PUSH" - Eric

haha okay thn, thats all :)

hellohello

2008-11-15T22:31:00.000-08:00

okay hi blog. haha :) hello everyone.
happy blah 16 nov so lucusupergahulzz
my mom's bday.
yesterday ive lil fight fight with my mom. this is the conv. its just a lil prblem.

mom : gimana kuenya mamany tewe suka ?
clara : errr mamany ada di spore, mom. jadi blm mkan.
mom : yaahhhh jadi gmn dong sp yng makan ?
clara : ada papny ko . cici ny tew. papany tew suka.
mom : kamu tau darimana papa ny suka (mukany dah pengen gua errrr)
clara : tewe bilang (pdhal ga pernah -- eh pernah ya )
mom : oooo i know jadi papany tew dah makan ?
clara : blm dong.kan aku blng blm(men btw, gw dh cpe trs dy g ngrti2 gw sbel smpah )
mom : tapi tadi kmu bilang udah dimakannn ? (nah mulailah pertengkaran)
clara : kan aku bilang blm makan . tapi aku tau papany tew suka
mom : ya bahasa kamu salah brarti. gimana sih? kalo blm mkan y jgn bilang suka dulu
clara : ya yg pnting dia kan suka kue itu. brarti kalo mami kasi kue kea gitu ya dia suka dong
mom : tapi dia kan blm makan.
clara : (sebal kringetan) iya deh iya
mom : kamu gimana sih?
clara : iya
mom : kamu jangan iya iya aja dong dengerin mama ngmng kamu tuh ya.
clara : ya udahlah (naik ke atas)
( terus mami bilang ke mba gua , 'hapeny cen2 mana' )

i know it. my moms get my handphone. everytime we have a fight, surely, my handphone is the pay. iPod its ok mom.. me so ah hate it! in the car to marriot, me cry. but my mom, dad, the driver didnt knw. at the marriot, i took the food only 3 times. its so boring. i hate the day. but ive tried to smile, and the last, i asked my friends to go to the toilet and i was crying there.
haduuuu . i just think.. i wanna give my mom a present. but how ?
there're my friends. and me so sad. i cried. my friends looked like confused. didnt know what to say. im sorry. and thx to you, mariska and hanny. so, i called tewe

tewe : halo
clara : halo tew aduh sbel banget gua ma nykb .(crita2)
tewe : lu mau gua sms nykb lu ? bapa gua dah makan ko nci gua juga
clara : iya deh tew. sms dia pokony lu bangga2in gua lah. sebel banget gua
tewe : iya iya
clara : sriusan ya tew
tewe : iya
clara : okeh thx banget ya tew

waaaaa ily my frennnnn :) and then, my mom said.
mom : ooo daddy nya tew dah makan?
clara : (angguk2) .

and so she was talking a lot with her friends and didnt think about me. hungry okay ? huh! but my handphone still in my moms.
i just think how to give a present to her? okeh and i was home at 12 something. and so 12.05 (i dont know) . and sooo i was hugging my mom from her back !! anddddd..

clara : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!! I LOVE YOU !! sorry about that okay ? thats my fault.
mom : iyaaaa thx ya dear. gitu dongggg jangan cemberut terus ah jelek anak mami.
clara : hhehehe:0 abis mami bawel .
mom : abis kamu kalo ga dibawelin ga bener
dad : (kluar kamar mandi . dan liat jam. ) ooo udah tgl 16 ya.
clara : ya eyalahhh masa ya iya donggggg
dad : meluk mami , happy birthday ya dearrrrr
clara : (ngeliatin bengong)

and so they were KISSING. okeh me like 'hiiiyyy'. and i was going to my bedroom and pray for my parents. nyahahha :)
okay thx for teweeeeeyyy. my mom loves you maaaann. i dont know why. pikipiki :P

and so today :
- 4 pm go to church..
- 06.30 pm go to shangrilaaa. my mom's bday there. my mom says 'just tell saras and tewe to come' but tewe and saras cant come. huhu.. its okay.
last, I L.O.V.E my MOM evn she is so talkative, princess as selfish. but she loves me so much. ilysm mom !! :) happy bday.

homework :)

2008-11-12T01:43:00.000-08:00

Tiffany william ,, this is my homework. i've done it :)

10 facts bout me :

1. I love london very much

2. I love the color = BLUE

3. I love my nurse = my sista

4. I love my mom and dad :)

5. I want to be a fashion designer

6. I don't know why but i like the SCIENCE center

7. I love my doctor , he looks like KOICHI domoto !!

8. I've done a big big SURGERY at singapore general hospital with the handsome doctor

9. I like my style

10. And i love me

HOMEWORK'S RULES :
1. Each blogger must post this rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts / habits about themselves
3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. You need to choose some people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog

I GIVE IT TO :
1. Lourent

2. Marjes

Meet my best friend there :)

2008-10-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

i think that i havent any friends in my holiday. only my sister . its so bored cause ive a lil fight fight with her. and finally ive met SISCAAAAA !!
haha thx sisca, so happy. btw, if you arrived here yesterday, you'll saw my handsome doctor. i love my holiday :) and so the macau place. i love it evnthough its lil boring. but the deepavali holiday this time is so fun. so happy. and you can see all the photos in my friendster or anything okayyy ??
me SO happy thx DAD MOM !!! :) love you

ive met him

2008-09-30T02:50:00.000-07:00

hey you. actually, my dad has brought his lptop, so i can online here. i didnt know that my dad has brought the lptop before. ahahahah thx dad. love y.

im happy. me so happy.

so crazy! ive met my handsome doctor you know it ?? huaaaaaaaa !!!!! my god hes so handsome. cute. i dont know what to say. but its so wow. taiwan-ese. ahaha. i want to take a photo with him but me so shy. i dont know how but ive tried to candid. still not work. but its ok. he'll be the doctor there. ahahaa and anytime i go to the hospital, i can meet him . yay! i just think a stupid. i want to go to the hospital . the reason is my bone . something. whatever. ahahah just to meet my doctor.

but to be honest, the name is so weird. ok?

HOPE JIA JUN. what is it ? name ? but its ok. the name is so weird, the boy is so handsome.

hope jia jun . the jia jun's hope. me ??? :) S.T.U.P.I.D

:))))

2008-09-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

me so happy. start to travelll hahaha :)
happy happy. in this holiday, i'll go to singapore with lovely Garuda Indonesia (fyi, i always have my ticket after it, for check up. china ( macau actually) i dont know what to do in macau. theres no disneyland or something land to play. but in the hotel, my mom said that theres many shop there. i ve gone there but ive forgotten. so happy. i'll go there with my parents and ill meet my sister in macau. ill spend a week there. and ill meet my lovely nurse, me so miss her. and ive bought her something. in a cute box i think. a necklace, blablabs. so, happy holiday you all :)
btw, my biology's teacher has told us to make some reports. i just think one silly. just tell my doctor to make it for me :) maybe, if he wants, il get the highest score in my class. maybe. thats so silly. ill meet my doctor,, my lovely nurse, and my lovely sister
bye friends. i'll off for 7 days. just 7 days. dont miss me :)
bye bye you, and have a good vacation

Hi there !!

2008-07-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

holaaa :) back
i miss my doctor. everyday i think about him!
what is he doin? how is he? can u tell me his name, someone? huhuhu :(
october i'll back ok doctor? hehehehehehe
one word that i can say = LOVE
ahahaha
and i miss my nurse.. she is as my sister :)
bye hospitallll

Singapore General HOSPITAL :)) the best ever

2008-07-03T20:08:00.000-07:00

btw, this is the photo. me and my nurse, wen jing. shes pretty cool! She works at 76ward.always stay there :) love you sisttt. SGH is the coolest hospital.. there's many handsome doctor..give me a good looking there. not boring.
emmmm i love my doctor, actually !!! :) but i dont know if the doctor has moved on to other hospital. now, ive already in my hotel. i miss my hospital very much, i know its kinda weird but, seriously, i miss my room. room 1. i miss the pancake there. i miss all. i know im weird. nobody wants to stay for a long days in a hospital. but, if theres a handsome guy, a cool room, i like it. ive only stayed for 4 days. 4 days ive seen my handsome doctor. and til now, i havent known his name. I know, that some of you, think that its weird to like or love a doctor, with 2something years old. But hes so handsome. open it, and you'll know :

http://leisypeisy.files.wordpress.com/2008/04/shosakurai.jpg

see it. so handsome :) really . and sorry to you all , if i always talk about the doctor. really flirt of him btw.

SURGERY . surgery. DOCTOR . doctor

2008-07-03T15:54:00.000-07:00

HI HI !! this is the first time gw buat blog !! ahahhahah :) thx marjes, my dearest friend to teach me how to make this blog..
ahahhha
now im in spore. ive done a big big surgery here. it was so cool i think.
the surgery was PERFECT but i believe that i can do MORE that now after a bit months. thx for all :)

P.S=i haven't get the doctor's name! how?